I am never broken.

I'm not really sure why, but I'm feeling a tad nostalgic and missing good friends tonight. I've had a rough day and there really wasn't any one thing to make me feel bad or sad but just life in general and thoughts and words... And I'm wondering where my friends are and why there aren't 30 or 60 or four other women here to help me get over myself.

I miss my friend Sarah. We were really close and supportive of each other and I miss that. We kinda fell apart and it was a while ago now - long enough that I can objectively look back on our freindship and see how important it was to both of us at that point in our lives.

I miss my Courtney. I don't think it's possible to be around her without laughing and remembering to count my blessings and be happy in the moment.

Of course I miss all my friends and I don't see or call any of them nearly enough to let them know how much they mean to me and how I don't know who I'd be without them.
Thank you all for what you've given and how you've encouraged me and helped me to be a better person. I think I'm just scared that I won't be that person now that you're not all around me as much.
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If I could tell the world just one thing,
It would be that we're all okay
And not to worry,
'Cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these